So today marks the 1 year birthday of our baby girl Isabelle! It stills feels like I just had her and now she's getting older and growing up well. She is a very smart and loving baby and God has blessed us with her and I am thankful for that
She had a party today and wasn't really too interested in presents, but she did enjoy playing in some cake and making a mess lol Of course me being pregnant again the hormones made me cry due to reading the birthday card that we picked out...I'm thinking "I didn't care the other day!" haha stupid pregnancy stuff sucks butt I'm never emotional like that especially over a card and it wasn't even anything sad or emotional it was a happy birthday card....-.- oh wells, our baby will be due in March towards the end...literally and we are having a boy so yay! I'm excited for that and also nervous at the same time because I'm not ready to deal with labor all over AGAIN. We have a name picked out but I'm not gonna share it just yet until we know for sure this time (mostly because I keep changing my mind and being picky) but I am pretty sure we will stick with this one, so until I know I will keep it to myself lol I hate the fact that Isabelle is growing up though I wish she could stay little forever and stay being sweet the way she is, if only that were possible without having to change diapers forever haha I try to get all the pictures that I can so I can have them to look at some where and look back on how much she has grown and have far she has come and still has to go....which is still A LOT. Anyways, on another note, my online schooling got pushed to the 25th of this month but I am for sure starting on that day, I have already finished doing 3 days of orientation which wasn't too bad. It was a little confusing at first but I feel as though I will get the hang of it eventually. As for drawing I have not done anything since the last thing I posted and I have not written or typed anything either I have just been way too busy lately. I start my second job this upcoming weekend I believe and things are gonna be tough on me since I'm pregnant and all but I gotta do it since my husband just had surgery this past Tuesday and he will be out of work for 3 months >.> I'm not ready for that either because on top of working Sunday-Saturday or Sunday-Sunday however you wanna look at it, working every single day of the week is gonna drain me plus taking care of Isabelle and my husband and cleaning the house is going to be a lot of work and taking up more energy that I don't exactly have (due to being pregnant). I just hope and pray that God gives me the strength I need so that I can pull through it and get it all done and I hope that the days go by fast so that 3 months doesn't really seem to be all that far off. I hardly have any time to be online now as it is and for sure I will lose more time so if I don't post for awhile it's because of all of this craziness that I have going on in my life but I am still here and will try to post whenever I get the chance. (not like anyone really reads what I say or cares and if they do they don't comment which is fine or they are just stalking my page to keep themselves updated on my life like I know they do which is pretty hilarious if you ask me) I think thats all I have to share for now not much else really going on except the above ^ and staying busy....Im gonna end up running myself into the ground before its done and over with lol I will have to make sure I get at least one or 2 days off for my week job and then my weekend job doing 12 hour shifts can't really be avoided and the money I will be making there will help us out a bit...I do not want to be getting up at 8 to go into work and get off at 8 and do the same thing the next day...I am too tired and pregnant for all of that madness lol If I weren't pregnant that would be a different story because anyone that knows me knows that I can function on very little sleep just give me a giant can of Monster Energy drink and I can go for at least 2 days on 0 sleep it has been done before when I lived with my mom, and she thought I was doing drugs XD Of course I don't mind being tired like a normal person when I am pregnant because I don't suffer from my insomnia ._. Life as I have known it shall never be the same again...ever and that will be with 2 children and I am gonna go nuts >.> it's okay though I wanted a family and now I have it :3 Anyways thats all for now.